Now Playing: We Found Love - Rihanna & Random Thai Beat
Mood: I might have to rest for tomorrow.
State: Droopy eyes, unremoved eye makeup and almost but barely there foundation

I'm pretty sure I will remember today which is technically yesterday (June 17, 3:05 AM) of my teenage life. So much memorable things happened all in one sitting. What difference does waking up early make. Some school activity which may have been a hassle at first became a good memory and a learning experience of which I had so much fun pulling off, t'was seconded by a trip to the mall and a reroute. Conversing with those people gave me new thoughts and a new perspective towards other people. Plus, tonight had me dancing my butt off at a huge party and having so much fun, guys involved ;). No, I didn't do any of those things you have in mind. But, it was indeed memorable and interesting.

It's probably a memory to live by. My last day of freedom before helldom was indeed spent well..with so much people. The latter might be a good thing for me, eh? Anyway, the night was closed off with a scandalous revelation that had the whole neighborhood flocking from their places. It's over and done with though.

PS: boy one or boy two? They have the same eyes. Which is kind of freaky. And a two year gap between me and them. I don't have to choose at the moment, I think. 'Cause I'm not quite as sure if the first one's legit or the second one's for real, since I think he still has eyes on another.

Indeed, it is fun being a teen, despite all the angst and bitterness towards life.

Mga etiketa: boys, crushes, happy, highschool, mixed feelings, school, teenage lust

Mood: Operation Reinvent Myself
Now Playing: What Makes You Beautiful - One Direction

Look good, feel good. Might resort to a diet. I gained a lot of pounds since last year which I am not so thrilled about. Last year, I kept dissing my weight when it turned out I look fine, hot even. *laughs* That was according to several people (asked them the difference) :\ Oh well.

Mga etiketa: body worries, Christmas Week ♥, teenage lust

Mood:  'Til all my sleeves sting red, from all the truth I have said.
Now Playing: Secrets

In the room of the odds, she sits sullenly
Yellow stardust creeps through the four boxed zone
The hourglass ticks on its own
Distracted from a lullaby

Hit three birds with a stone
Words, mate propped up & the world blurs
Waking up into river slurs
A reminder of the diamond that once shone

I don't know why, but I think it's better not to further elaborate this..It's s'posed to be long, right? Todays events are a major shock and how I coped is even more shocking. I didn't fall to pieces just as I had expected. I was stronger than I can ever imagine.. Yes odds, i'm beating you!

Mga etiketa: life's heartaches, Prince Charming?, teenage lust