Now Playing: We Found Love - Rihanna & Random Thai Beat
Mood: I might have to rest for tomorrow.
State: Droopy eyes, unremoved eye makeup and almost but barely there foundation

I'm pretty sure I will remember today which is technically yesterday (June 17, 3:05 AM) of my teenage life. So much memorable things happened all in one sitting. What difference does waking up early make. Some school activity which may have been a hassle at first became a good memory and a learning experience of which I had so much fun pulling off, t'was seconded by a trip to the mall and a reroute. Conversing with those people gave me new thoughts and a new perspective towards other people. Plus, tonight had me dancing my butt off at a huge party and having so much fun, guys involved ;). No, I didn't do any of those things you have in mind. But, it was indeed memorable and interesting.

It's probably a memory to live by. My last day of freedom before helldom was indeed spent well..with so much people. The latter might be a good thing for me, eh? Anyway, the night was closed off with a scandalous revelation that had the whole neighborhood flocking from their places. It's over and done with though.

PS: boy one or boy two? They have the same eyes. Which is kind of freaky. And a two year gap between me and them. I don't have to choose at the moment, I think. 'Cause I'm not quite as sure if the first one's legit or the second one's for real, since I think he still has eyes on another.

Indeed, it is fun being a teen, despite all the angst and bitterness towards life.

Mga etiketa: boys, crushes, happy, highschool, mixed feelings, school, teenage lust

My dad & I went out for lunch at a nearby resto, which happened to be a childhood place of mine. It was a great part of my childhood. The last time I went there was four years ago. And now, as I entered its doors, I felt the familiar pang, the smell of the place, the atmosphere, the architecture, the Spanish-style backdoor took me by surprise. I remembered the first time I first tasted the Bee-styled cuisine. It was wonderful. And how my early childhood mostly revolved around being sheltered ('til now, actually) and pampered to the extent. Those times when it was still me, dad, and mom, and I was deprived of the hurts and dangers of life. I recall those times, today, and ended up smiling. I talked to my dad about several things..though not everything I wanted to tell him. We were pressed for time; he had a meeting.

Also today, I've viewed photos of my schoolmates whom my batch was not able to encounter in our HS stay since they've already graduated. What really moved me was the videos I saw of the Seniors, batch 2009. I got a bit teary and imagined my classmates. What would happen when we finally graduate? Aside from going to college, lmao. But seriously though, I was in a drama fest with it. And also with pictures of my current schoolmates who will be graduating next year. I felt sadness within me. I will surely miss them, though they might not believe it & we've never been close.

Prom's comming up next year. I am really excited but I have to hold this in. So I won't be dissapointed. I just hope all will be well. :)

Mga etiketa: highschool, the past

Climbing too high.

She sees a horizon beneath those clouds
Heaven, it all seemed to her about
A spark of glitter in her misty eyes
This and that she never hid in a disguise

She ran and ran to the hills on top
Whereupon a ladder caught her eye
She knew it wasn't hers but she had to try
Little did she know it wasn't hers to pry

Up and up she climbed each stair
Grasping tightly yet she knew it was unfair
It wasn't hers to use
But it was the decision she chose

The wind blew wildly against her cheek
Wetness on her forehead ran to her chin
Louder and louder the wind beats
"Tighter and tighter," she repeats

The breeze slapped her hard in a cinch
And down to the seventh step she squints
Climbing back up, she draws strength
From her arms fully bruised hangs those tattered clothes

Back and forth she climbs and falls
Yet she wouldn't stop and gives her all
Now she climbed the highest stair
"The view from up here leaves me no air."

Her eyes searched the whole place
Without thinking that she left a trace
Her eyes bulged when the ground crumbled
And in her place she fumbled

*TO BE CONTINUED*

Mga etiketa: dreams, highschool

It's been a long while since I blogged. In tumblr, i'd only make short posts and I couldn't blog freely because some of my classmates were following me. Anyway, I am back now! ♥ I hope this is for good, tho.

So today we performed for our annual Buwan Ng Wika celebration. I was full of mixed emotions at that time. Fear, excitement and the adrenaline rush of a good dance all in me. To say that we did a great job would be an understatement. My batch made history, It's our first First Place prize ever since we entered highschool. I was really surprised when the fourth years were called up on stage to claim their prize as second place, I expected a second place for us since we were still sophomores. We were all bursting with emotions as we were being called out. We all ran onstage and jumped for joy. After that, we proceeded to the classroom where we had our own fair share of hugging each other, thanking the ST's and shuffling! We moved our hips like yeah. We thanked our adviser who had a huge smile on her face. As she promised, if we were to win first place, we would have no periodical exams in English for the Second Grading Period. (Yay! A great advantage for me to have good grades since th eonly thing I'll have to worry about would be the (1) participation, (2) quizzes and (c) assignment. To tell you frankly, I've grown to like english even more ever since I started Sophomore Year. I've come to appreciate what's in the book, We're studying Asian Literature. I got really inspired with the poems and literary works inside it.) The juniors also went inside to dance briefly then back to their classrooms. I now have a junior crush, by the way. My attarction is still new and developing but I won't have high hopes for this 'cause he.is.taken. Anyway, I really liked how the teachers did my make up. With smokey eyes and false eyelashes. I am so glad I used the lipstick my mom bought. It had a good shade in it that "stood out".

(Will edit this post, I'm really sleepy now. Goodnight. ♥

So, I have several plans for this school year which I will be mentioning in my next post. So, stay tuned!

Mga etiketa: highschool